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Anna's Messages #6
This is a broad topic, one that I devoted considerable energy and focus. In that
lifetime I knew it was my calling. It’s not everyone’s calling, you understand, I
just came to know that I, Anna, had an opportunity to remember and participate in
processes that would facilitate my desire to be more masterful in my walk upon the
earth plane by retaining my consciousness over an extended period of time. In this
way I believed I could know mastery within physicality and be of greater service
It was chosen contrary to how the ego might choose physical immortality as a way
to delay perceived death and aging and other concerns that burden the ego mind. For
the ego nature, which is fear-based, tries to flee from the impermanence that constantly
threatens its illusory existence. It seeks power and self-aggrandizement. To drink
of the Fountain of Youth has always been sought by those who have not fully connected
with their immortal consciousness beyond form. As I went deeper into the experiential
science of physical immortality, I could say that the journey at times was quite
arduous, not something that everyone is going to stay with once the truth of the
matter is known. I say that, not to discourage you from that exploration, or to say
it is not possible for you to accomplish, for it is. That is, if you know clearly
that this is yours to do. Do you follow me on that?
First of all let’s be clear that achieving physical immortality is in no way superior
to repetitive incarnations. In other words, the moving in and out of incarnation
has no particular, what shall we say, a penalty, or is something you would wish to
avoid in contrast to having your life last hundreds of years in one body. Sometimes
there is a judgment upon what has been called the “Fall of Consciousness” into physicality
as if to be physical is inherently against divine will and is a punishment for disobedience.
That is an extremely limiting belief together with many other dogmas that attempt
to control and disempower consciousness through fear. This numbing and contracting
effect causes many to fall asleep to any awareness of their limitless potential.
One potential is physical immortality for any one who chooses to align more so with
an awareness of the eternality of life while paradoxically knowing that the forms
life takes are impermanent. Physical form is energy always changing as it crosses
some kind of transformational threshold. Pure consciousness evolves through its journey
within the relative worlds while it is also resting within Silent Emptiness. Rather
than put so much emphasis on my achieving physical immortality, it is more empowering
to focus on your own attainment of spiritual immortality which is every initiate’s
journey and potential.
There have been in the records that you call your holy book, the examples of lives
of individuals that lasted for quite a long time. You have mention of Methuselah
and other patriarchs who lived hundreds and even thousands of years. Do you believe
it? And what happened? Why did the life span shorten?
Perhaps souls became more aware that there are opportunities for accomplishing a
variety of many different things instead of staying in one body for an extended time.
Perhaps the bottom line is that they got bored. There began to be a desire for many
different perspectives gained through many different cultures and diverse beliefs
and experiences. There was a desire for diversity.
Did I have diversity in my long life? To some extent I did, but in other ways I did
not. I watched a flow of one particular culture create its history and karma. I continued
to maintain, for the most part, my awareness in that particular culture. That was
one reason, in terms of the diversity, that I was so vitally interested in gathering
wisdom from other cultures. That was why I became a scribe and learned how to astral
travel so that I wasn’t limited by my physical body. Indeed, as I gained physical
mastery I teleported to various locations so that I could have first-hand experience.
I was very interested in creating the library at Mt Carmel so that the wisdom of
a number of cultures could come into a kind of synthesis there, and into a synthesis
within me as well. I had a desire to continue to maintain my consciousness in one
body, rather than go through the process of repeatedly awakening within veils of
forgetfulness. As I began to glimpse a greater vision for being of service by preparing
my body and consciousness to receive the souls of avatars, I became even more motivated
to retain and evolve the awakened consciousness I had attained.
Perhaps part of my motivation was simply to be “out of the box,” somewhat outrageous,
if you know what I mean. Needless to say, my long life still has some scratching
their heads and many still consider what I accomplished as an impossible heresy.
But then, how could there be hope for something better and a willingness to let go
of the status quo without someone stepping up and being some kind of inspiration
for attempting to be one’s fullest potential? After all, we are Creator incarnate
and no thing is impossible with God. As you recall, my grandson always reminded us,
“You, too, can do the things you see me do and even more may you do.”
Living so long in one body required times of just plain R&R – a time for rest and
regeneration. You might not experience it as a picnic, however, when your hair falls
out, your skin sloughs off and brings forth new skin as smooth as a baby’s and your
teeth fall out and you hope the new ones come in. There are some in your day who
go to Las Vegas for a face lift…but, I tell you my facelift process was “really taking
it to the bone!”
I would often go into retreat with masters who knew how to do this. There has been
and continues to be a secret lineage who know the mysterious science of physical
and spiritual immortality. Many presently live in the Himalayas, but you can find
them scattered across the earth living simple lives and being of service in ways
that few can comprehend. You may know of one such being. I mention him in my story
as Yeshua’s teacher and friend, the avatar Babaji. He is still with you today. It
was with such ones that I was initiated and trained. This is one reason I went to
Egypt. I was about the age of Claire’s embodiment, in my early sixties. That was
a long life by the standard of that time when life expectancy was grandly reduced
and the nature of life was so arduous. I had begun the process of aging. The wise,
ancient ones recognized my soul and I recognized them and asked for their grace and
wisdom, which they benevolently bestowed upon me. They would take me off into various
caves and up into the mountain tops. They taught me various ways of stilling my vital
signs during which I allowed these rather grotesque regeneration processes. Needless
to say I was humbled as I let go any remaining ego agendas for being powerful or
attractive to the opposite sex.
(Above photo taken by Catherine Ann Clemett: St. Baume in southern France is a cave
in the hillside that was used for initiations by the Essenes and may have been one
of the caves that Anna used. Today it is a Roman Catholic Chapel.)
Cellular regeneration took a tremendous amount of focus and compassion as I became
aware of the many levels of my consciousness that required regeneration. For it was
not just my physical body; but it was also the cellular matrix of my ancestors and
their imprinted karmic patterns that I brought to more coherent frequencies. I holographically
entered and read the hall of records of my past, parallel and future experiences.
I had a desire to know the karmic patterns that were impacting humanity generally,
and seeing into the future, what could possibly be mine to bring forth in the understanding
of a family who could share with me these various codes of wisdom and light. I became
intimate with the ones who were instrumental in initiating and preserving the ways
of ascension throughout the cosmos. I became familiar with many star lineages that
were encoded in my genetic patterns. I had a great desire to clean up the discordant
baggage I was carrying and to become more conscious of the gifts of my heritage.
I ingested very high frequency elements or monatomic particles that assisted in creating
a radiation field that restructured my organs, bones and cells to be able to hold
more light and cosmic intelligence. I was “buried alive” in what could be called
heavy water that held all manner of nutrients. My body was shrouded with cloth permeated
with all kinds of unguents and herbs to assist it from decomposing. I learned how
to breathe pure prana; having no necessity for oxygen. My consciousness during these
periods was outside my physical body although I would come in from time to time as
a radiant light body to assist with the regulation of my heart and to make necessary
adjustments in all my systems. While there were those who were aware and assisted,
I was the primary caretaker, custodian and steward of my physical instrument. I knew
my body was not me. It was my soul’s vehicle. It was my space suit and I wanted to
keep it tidy and functioning. When it was time for me to rise and go forth again
into the outer world of form there was the appropriate assistance to open the sarcophagus
and unseal the protective energy locks and physical barriers that had been put in
There are some of you with soul memory of having gone through initiations of mastery
where there might have been a moment, an instant of fear, and in that moment you
may have experienced the silver cord that preserves consciousness within the body
snapping…(claps hands)… like that. In that nanosecond or more of fear, some of you,
as initiates in previous lives, went into some rather arduous experiences and you
did not survive. It’s for this reason that some feel a great pull and a great resistance
to go to Peru, for instance, or to Egypt, or to trek through the Himalayas or to
go with your Native American elders into ceremonial spaces where primal initiations
experientially take you through the elements of air, earth, fire and water. There
are initiations of crucifixion and resurrection that take you into the realms of
heaven and hell. On occasion, there might have been an experience of losing it, losing
the focus, losing the connection and then fear flooded in and your incarnation ended.
You may have said to yourself when you died, “Oh my God, oh my Goddess, I’ve failed.”
Is there anyone who relates to that?
(It feels like something like that happened to me in Egypt.)
Yes, most likely. Does that make you a bad person, not capable of mastery in this
lifetime? How are you dealing with that imprinting of, “I’ve failed?” How is that
affecting you in what you are here to accomplish in the way of mastery in this lifetime?
What about the service you have come to render? What impact does the perception,
“I failed” in some fashion or another have on the choices you are making in your
life, work and relationships?
You have heard Yeshua say, “Get out from under the bushel basket and let your light
shine.” Do you suppose that perhaps part of the reason you are not allowing your
full light to shine is because of some of these memories and the judgment upon self
that you might have failed?
I ask you beloveds, did you fail? Go within right now, did you fail?
You believe it? You believe you failed?
Just believing this once is enough to obscure who you are. How is this sense of failure
impacting you, beloveds, in your relationships with your mates and families and in
your relationship with your Beloved I Am?
(It’s impacting it heavily.)
Indeed. So what is your choice now with that memory of failure? What are you going
to do with it now that you know you have believed that?
(Let it go?)
Don’t try to please me, beloved. Relax. I want to hear it from your heart, from your
(I’m going to try to do better….laugh)
If you try?
(All right, I’m going to do it!)
Who’s going to do it?
That’s right, I Am! That’s the part of you that knows there is no failure…ever. You
have had all kinds of experiences and in some of them there was a part of you that
judged unfairly, “I have failed.” How does the I Am see all of that?
(It doesn’t see anything.)
What does it see?
(Love, and achievement and non-fail.)
So if you were going through an initiation and the silver cord snapped and you said,
“I failed,” how can you transmute and shift that experience so that you can move
forward with your life with courage, with conviction, with commitment, with knowing,
with that peace that passeth all understanding, with compassion for yourself and
others when they seem to fail?
(I can believe in myself. I can know this time.)
And you can know you are here to make a difference, that you are enough, that you
can trust yourself. You can trust your Creator. You can trust life to support you
always. You can redefine judgment, punishment, disempowerment into something that
is truly beautiful for you and for the work of co-creation that you do with others.
As you allow your full light to shine you will profoundly empower, inspire and facilitate
a sense of harmony through out life and most importantly with those close to you.
Even more importantly your reestablished love and trust in Self and your inherent
innocence will assist you to attain liberation in this lifetime. Can you see that?
What I have shared with this one, I share with all of you. It’s time to let go of
those stories we have been telling ourselves of failure. We cling to them so that
we can stay small and find reasons for blaming others. Fearing failure, we do not
claim our full potential. It’s time to know life is eternal and always supportive.
However long or short your soul is choosing to experience life in this dimension,
that amount of time is perfect for attaining its purpose to know and be love. What
I chose to do in my incarnation as Anna was to extend my understanding of life in
one focused form so that I could more clearly know my self as a creator aligned with
love. By intimately knowing suffering I came to know compassion for all expressions
of life. As I progressed one small step at a time, I prepared my body and consciousness
to be a fit vehicle to bring into this earth plane a beloved… several beloveds, actually,
who would incarnate cosmic consciousness.
As my life continued, particularly into Britain, there were ongoing challenges that
made it very clear to me that I had done all that I could do. It was better to just
allow myself to consciously exit out of that body. I left my physical instrument
behind. My son, Noah, who is aligned with the energy that you call Merlin, had also
developed skills in cellular regeneration. He assisted and witnessed my passing.
A memorial and grave were created so that those who were of the community could know
that Anna had passed into the other world. Knowing it would likely be desecrated,
the grave had no marker. But it was my wish that my body not be interred there. Instead
it was taken into the Tor to lay in the same chamber with Torhanna (spoken of in
my earlier story about Yeshua as a lad in Avalon). I did return to the earth plane
from time to time. I continued to seed wisdom and to make sure there would be a thread
of light continuing its process of assisting the upliftment of consciousness through
the coming centuries.
I thank you for You, my beloveds, for the light that you bring to this earth plane
through your heart flame and your precious physical body that is dedicated to bringing
down the Infinite Light and Love.
It’s always bittersweet, these partings, but know that those of you who are going
off a distance, that the Divine Mother in this particular expression, loves and cherishes
you. Remember, there is no failure, beloveds. Relinquish your judgment seat, relinquish
being the inquisitor, and relinquish being your self-imposed jailer. Know this: I
Let’s all stand up. Please connect with your mighty I Am Presence, who is always
eternal life’s expression here now. I AM FREE!. Be that magical star. I AM FREE!
Now let the light shimmer and shine through the palms of your hands and feet, the
points of the five-pointed star, the expression of human divinity and the Divine
Feminine. Now through your feet touch deeply into the Earth Mother who is reaching
up to mate with the Celestial Father who meets her in your heart and takes her to
the Bridal Chamber within your skull’s Holy of Holies. Pause beloveds and feel the
Infinite Light expanding and uplifting you.
Let us proclaim: I AM FREE! I AM FREE! I AM FREE! And so it is. Amen.